happy birthday via...

better to have loved and lost... than to have never loved at all

hari ini... 11 oktober...
adalah hari ulang tahun seseorang yang gua admire for 14 years...and keep going...
it's been 7 years gua lost contact...
i don't know what's so special bout her...
it just... i can't get her out of my mind... am i obsessed?
gua udah bertemu many beautiful girls...
but none of them yang bisa menggeser keberadaan dia dalam hati gua...
i wonder where she is now... and how's she doin'...
mungkin dia udah married.. n udah punya lovely babies...
atau masih berkelana dalam dunia pesta malah?...

God i pray... may you take care of her...
may you keep her always in Your hand of kindness...
and i pray dear God...
if there's no chance for me to meet her...
please tell her that i love her...
as a sister... as a friend...
may she lives happily ever after...
may she be a good mom and a good wife for the lucky husband...

happy birthday via..
you will always live here... in my deepest heart...
thou you took away all of your pictures of you... *damn, gua ngumpulin susah payah padahal!!!* :P
all of those sweet memories (for me).. will stay last... recorded well in my brain... live in my dream...

love, care, with all my undivided attention..
me